Tuesday, April 28, 2009
everybody..
i have a confession to make..
its my fault..
i so hate myself la..
why? why?
what were i thinking?
i cant say it..
cant say it here..
i can only tell god
but seriously..
i feel terrible now..
like im so so bad? dirty? full of sins?
maybe nt that strong but just feel peaceless..
hais..nevermind..
shall talk abt something more happy..
the results for posting for the enrichment programmes will be out TMR..
then i will know if i gt the programme i want..
i trust that i will be given..
cause i prayed?
lols..supposingly is today..
but they delayed..
very unfair derh lor..
teachers late can..
when we late for things, they scold us like dont know what..
true they have more things than us..
but they older and gt the knowledge to do the thing that they are assigned to what..
if not they would not get the assignment..
right?
anyway, i gonna go for dance today..
meaning that i have to skip the 9pm show..
the table tennis one you know?
though quite sad cannot watch but im not gonna skip dance
right GRACE HO?
haha..and i do miss playing table tennis and coach..
lols..hope that the dance people will forget abt the youngest opening prayer manx..
lols:) bye..
oh lord, i give all my problems to you manx..
the darkest secret in my heart
the most painful memories..
the most stressful event..
my life, my soul and my test!
In the name of jesus,AMEN!Labels: i feel wrecked
ended @ 4/28/2009 04:24:00 PM
Friday, April 24, 2009
ohohoh..hi everone!im nt dead yet..lols..so much things happened..so much that i dont know where to start...okay..just talked abt today?anyway, today was quite okay..except for the history and geoog period..its 2 period in a row..for just 1 period,you may stand miss Lai's voice..but after that its like so hypnotising..just feel like sleeping..so boring la..its like monotonous..then during CE, Mrs chai was like talking abt the problems of the class..i really did not know what they were discussing..and im supposed to write something on the paper..supposingly..it must be related to the so called problem..ithink..any way..i could not think of what to write..so i just scribbled..like N.IL , 0 , cant think of anything and some crap..oh am i living in my own world and oblivious to my surroundingsor am i just innocent..just make everyday a happy day?treating everyone equally?oh thats so holy..i mean like tahts like quite difficult?but seriously, i do not have anyone i hate in the class..though i may be pissed by some people but it never lasted for more than 1 day..anyway, i just continue what im doing now everyday?ok..then today teacher said that a grp of people is like planning a class gathering or sth..in the botanic garden..hello its botanic garden..i was like...ZZzzz..i dont wanna spend my class outing looking at trees and floewers and all that..i not a biologist..nor an explorer or sth..anyway, i dont know..but Mrs chai said she might bring her daughters along..that might be the only thing interesting??anw, i'll see how it goes..oh ya, 6/10 gathering is a camp..i wanna go but i have nlike reply them yet..ok..i go watch starlit le..my drama craze begun again..
ended @ 4/24/2009 10:50:00 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
didn't go to school on tuesday and todayand dance also..doctor say is stomach flu and fever..stomach flu is direct translation..dont know correct anot:)tuesday wake up..like whole body no stength like that..and had a splitting headache..so didn't go school..went to the doctor..now better..but stomach is like dont know what..no appetite also..though im like hungry?okokok..nothing else to say..
ended @ 4/08/2009 12:57:00 PM
Sunday, April 5, 2009
lols..today when going to church..it rained like dont know what..whn driving right, the water boomed up..and covered the windscreen several times..its like so big la..then we reached church, it was still raining,so need to use umbrella...i was like so retard la...i dont know how to open the umbrella eh..its like how ah..how ah..then my sister gave me another umbrella,but i still dont know how to open..then she was like......nevermind..so she opened it for me..lols..it had been so long since i used the umbrella.hahah..tmr gt school again..feel so sick.......had a wonderful day in church!!!
ended @ 4/05/2009 09:06:00 PM
Friday, April 3, 2009
time flies....i made that decision.i shall have to stand by it.i feel defeated..by myself.i have no strength..i dont know what is gonna happen..it is a decision that i made to overthrow another of mine..its contradicting..i really feel im gonna explode..information overload..the feeling that i do not know what will happen..BUT BUT BUT all i have to do is to keep praying..right!!..yaya..tmr is vivian's party!! i dont know whether i can go..cause i have Bs, discipleship, dance..i dunno whether i can go..depends on my dear mentor..peixian ahma..lolshahahha..hope i can:):):):)BS..early in the morning..hope i can wake up manx..and dont sleep back..gonna see regina denise and all again@hahah..heres another scienceand lang arts project..hais..is a stress-free school-life impossible??well..yesh it is..i will have to plead god for help..lols..project-free sounds good too right?
ended @ 4/03/2009 11:28:00 PM
