Sunday, November 23, 2008
eh..saw that i was tag to do a quiz by joelle
but been busy with the funeral so..
i think its overdue by dunno how long..
so i WONT do it..
though once you're tagged ,you cant refuse..
okayy..today is finally the end of grandma funeral..
we shall lead our life as per normal(putting in our best effort)
we dont need to listen to the noisy,irritating buddhist scriptures(no offence)
i gt my psle results..a little dissapointed cos..
i think i might have done better if....
but nvm..its too late to regret..no offence to those who get very bad..
but i didn't get very good too..
now schools..i dont know..
my scores aren't very high..so..
yeah..we'll see how..
Labels: BE HAPPY.LIFE IS SHORT.THERS NO TIME FOR YOU TO BE SAD:)
ended @ 11/23/2008 07:15:00 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
yep i gt my results..i was feeling a little anxious in the morning then noon,it increased a little then when i was getting my results i was like what im gonna to do..but not that anxious that i will cry,faint or whatever..i still dont know what school to go..you know right i made a prayer to godsaying that if god wants me to go intothis particular____________school..then let me__________..that means what i says will come true..but i dont know yet..funeral until sunday..so not going to church..thats what mum and dad says..but you cant trust it totally..you know adults are not trustworthy..lol..its just that they change their wordstoo frequently and speedily..knowing that not going to church doesn'tmake me as happy as i think i will be..i dont know why..and today's funeral is in the buddhist style..cos my grandmother is not formally a christian..then my dad's slibling wants it in the buddhist style..then some monk or nun..whatever la..chanted something..it was freaking noisy and irritating..but we cant do anything but to listen..hais..but we didn't participate in anything but just be there..and attend to the guest and help loi am sooo sooo tired..cos i slept so late and woke up so early and walk around..so i got to tug my blanket..ZZZzzzzz..byee
ended @ 11/21/2008 12:21:00 AM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
im gonna get my results in ant 2-3 hour time..
im getting to feel a little nervous..
though im not sure if this will continue or even worse multiply..
i know that i shouldn't be nervous cos..
the lord is with me and his grace will be upon me..
but im a human..a walking human..
though im not sure if the soul within me is awake..
i dont think i can post in the next few days about the result i get
the feeling i had..but i dont think i will have any big reaction..
cos....
my grandmother just passed away..
and when i see her corpse..guess what!
i feel nothing..just hope that the closer family members can dont be too sad..
but i think thats difficult..
i think maybe cos im not close to her..
or i believe i will meet her in heaven(by god's grace)
cos she suffered one stroke at first then one side of her body was paralysed..
then she had fever..she lies in the bed..
i dont know whether shes conscious..
before long,she had her second stroke then she passd away..
though i dont know whether she's has believe in christ
when she was conscious but couldn't open her eyes..
i seriously hope that she had been touched by jesus and had believed..
though i'll nvr know until the day i die..
ended @ 11/20/2008 09:11:00 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
anxiety and nervousness slowly crept in as the day drew near
yeah im like that
slow to things,no feelings until that very last moment..
is it good? dunno.maybe barh..
long time never see my school mates le..
dont know whether im remembered yeah?
after the day that i get my results..
we'll go separate ways..though the time we had spent together are short
and im rather passive but it'll always be a very important part of me..
in the past,for now and the future..lols..
im rather rational so i guess i wont cry..
skipped skit rehearsal ytd,i regretted..
hais but what done couldn't be undone..so..
hais..the more i think of it,the more i feel i should'nt have skipped it..
joined facebook so must add me kays?
and wish me good luck..keep me in your prayers
ended @ 11/19/2008 03:23:00 PM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
yeah!My CUTE CUTE cousins came today but went home..sob sob..lol..today walk a lot cos my sis changing phone so lotsa tings need to be done..finally over..
lotsa people kept asking what is tomorrow..
and many people say tomorrow is..
when night is gone and dawn comes..
anxiously lying on the bed waiting for tommorow to come..
to only discover tomorrow is gone-theres only today..
ended @ 11/18/2008 10:44:00 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
ABC: heard of ulcer?DEF: of course..you take me as a fool?ABC: then have you heard of ulcer in the throat?yes i have ulcer in my throat hence these few days has been torturing..it hurts when you eat...when you drink..even when you swallows your saliva..i loves drinking water so you can imagine how difficult it was for me.i pity myself..lol..thank god it is now more or less cured..thats why im posting..wednesday mummy birthday..we celebrated of course..but the present is still not ready yet..sound insincere yeah?cant blame us..she's not in need od anythingthough girls never get enough of everythingbut we really had no idea what to get her so..its late..but better late than never right?we sang her a birthday song then..daddy pecked her on her cheek..we asked one you know..then we took a picture..lol..but the cake was not very good..im sick of it cos cell grp always buy..but nevermind..told my sis to not buy that but..
ended @ 11/14/2008 03:58:00 PM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
hhheeeyyyy..im so tired now..just had our spring cleaning though its still not spring yet..im in my bed now,using the comm.my older sis was using it but she want to go bath o she let me use awhile with an extra condition attached: i must blogg sth abt her and she will spot-check my bloqq(must tag oh my dearest sis..if not you'll shall see..haha..just to explain why she bath so late is we were throwing things out and changing the arrangement of the furnture..i also just bath:)i had not blogg abt my family before here..but they are really my dearest loved..wow..i didn't know i was such a mushy girl..its not very a actually but when some things are said from your bottom most of your heart,you will somehow feel shy?embarassed? whatever..okayy,weird..my father derh most perfect guy on earth..the model husband..derh model father..my mother is more in..i think so..but she's a person with her own rules..once you make her nerves raw,you'll get it..now my older sister...she's derh person im most likely going to pour my woes with..she's has many friends and out-spoken with others..this what i wish i can do(be out-spoken with others) im damn quiet with others except my family and mother-side relatives..i dont know why or i know why..nvm im not sure why..my younger sis is firerce but she has her own way to show her concern..she's most likely at home with me and my older sis comes ome late..well she had her own world and i know my younger sis will be like that too when she grows up..and in that time,i think i'll probably be very very lonely though i have always tried to open up to others..i love them sooo sooo much
ended @ 11/08/2008 11:14:00 PM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
hey! i pon school AGAIN..hehe..everyday also like that so no surprise yeah?..but today wu lao lao called but my mummy took the call..she ask me to go school and give her the travel form immediately..i was still sleeping at that time..then my mum wake me up and scold me lo..dunno what wu lao lao say to her..in the end,i went to school to just give her the form..though its what i should do in the first place but thank god my house is near if not i surely would go crazy derh somemore so early..haha..dunno whether i shld go out on saturday..hais..im always in a dilemma
ended @ 11/05/2008 12:42:00 PM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! im damn touchy now..shld put a danger!!! sigh..i dont know why..today went to swim..swam for 3 hour..long time nvr swim sia..now vey tired..or maybe old already:)then my sis irritate me or dont know what triggered my nerves..so know here i am venting all my frustration here! IM NOT IN HE MOOD TO POST NOW COS I CAN KILL..HAHAHAHA..I CAN EAT YOU..NOW..i needa put out the fire within me..maybe will delete this blog or have a total makeover..so bye everyone..Labels: IM DEHYDRATED.IM DRAINED OF ENERGY.I NEED YOU
ended @ 11/01/2008 11:05:00 PM