Friday, November 21, 2008
yep i gt my results..i was feeling a little anxious in the morning then noon,it increased a little then when i was getting my results i was like what im gonna to do..but not that anxious that i will cry,faint or whatever..i still dont know what school to go..you know right i made a prayer to godsaying that if god wants me to go intothis particular____________school..then let me__________..that means what i says will come true..but i dont know yet..funeral until sunday..so not going to church..thats what mum and dad says..but you cant trust it totally..you know adults are not trustworthy..lol..its just that they change their wordstoo frequently and speedily..knowing that not going to church doesn'tmake me as happy as i think i will be..i dont know why..and today's funeral is in the buddhist style..cos my grandmother is not formally a christian..then my dad's slibling wants it in the buddhist style..then some monk or nun..whatever la..chanted something..it was freaking noisy and irritating..but we cant do anything but to listen..hais..but we didn't participate in anything but just be there..and attend to the guest and help loi am sooo sooo tired..cos i slept so late and woke up so early and walk around..so i got to tug my blanket..ZZZzzzzz..byee
ended @ 11/21/2008 12:21:00 AM
