Thursday, November 20, 2008
im gonna get my results in ant 2-3 hour time..
im getting to feel a little nervous..
though im not sure if this will continue or even worse multiply..
i know that i shouldn't be nervous cos..
the lord is with me and his grace will be upon me..
but im a human..a walking human..
though im not sure if the soul within me is awake..
i dont think i can post in the next few days about the result i get
the feeling i had..but i dont think i will have any big reaction..
cos....
my grandmother just passed away..
and when i see her corpse..guess what!
i feel nothing..just hope that the closer family members can dont be too sad..
but i think thats difficult..
i think maybe cos im not close to her..
or i believe i will meet her in heaven(by god's grace)
cos she suffered one stroke at first then one side of her body was paralysed..
then she had fever..she lies in the bed..
i dont know whether shes conscious..
before long,she had her second stroke then she passd away..
though i dont know whether she's has believe in christ
when she was conscious but couldn't open her eyes..
i seriously hope that she had been touched by jesus and had believed..
though i'll nvr know until the day i die..
ended @ 11/20/2008 09:11:00 AM
